Faith

To start my blog for the day,
I will start by explaining my situation at the
time of this writing.

I have a mom, who suffered from a stroke just last November.
I have a father, who is under a legal fight.
I have a brother(eldest among us three boys) who have an
End stage renal disease(ESRD) for two years now.
My sister-in-law is diagnosed with Type II Diabetes.
They have 4 kids, 3 in elementary, 1 not yet studying, to support.

Honestly, if I am going to think about it, I cant carry all
the burden on my own. Tell me where will you get 24k per month for
my brother's hemodialysis.

I know, I know.. it is very hard to live given the situation.
But I am not exaggerating. This is true. I am serious.

Let us skip the my drama and let me tell you how am I taking these.

Given the pressure, burden. God wants me to be still.
He wants me to know how big He is and that He is under control.
In my own strength, I cant really help anything big for them.
Thus I give all these troubles to the one who can BIG time! I got this definition
of faith in Hebrews that faith is "being sure we will get what we hope for. It is being sure of what we cannot see." Hebrews 11:1

I believe He is the Jehovah Rapha, the God who heals.
I believe He is the Jehovah Jireh, the God who provides.
I know God is now moving to take me out from the pool of suffering and
will lift me up together with my family.

I believe we will see His power, His wonder that he will bring to my
family. This is for His glory!

The Beginning of Something

Everything begins at one point.
I believe everything has a cause.
Dictionary.com says

be‧gin‧ning [bi-gin-ing] –noun
1. an act or circumstance of entering upon an action or state: the beginning of hostilities.
2. the point of time or space at which anything begins: the beginning of the Christian era; the beginning of the route.
3. the first part: the beginning of the book; the beginning of the month.
4. Often, beginnings. the initial stage or part of anything: the beginnings of science.
5. origin; source; first cause: A misunderstanding about the rent was the beginning of their quarrel.

Im thinking how do I start blogging? Do I have to follow some outlines?
Or just me writing whatever pops up in my mind?

If that's the case, there are lots!
But let me just write.. express.. share.. encourage.. enlighten
Put a smile in one's face..
Think..
Praise...
I hope this[blogging] a be an attempt to achieve something.. to improve..
to excel.. to write the best of what I could think of.. to glorify!

May this be a never ending composition of my song. A Life song to Him!